I feel like I’m falling apart, piece by piece. I’m trying my best to hold myself together, but the more I do the more I lose grip of all these pieces. And sometimes, most of the time, all I want to do is let it all go.
I have such a problem with secondhand embarrassment that if I’m watching something and a character does something that I find even the littlest bit embarrassing I have to either mute the TV or plug my ears and avert my eyes. It makes me really anxious.